Should I or shouldn’t I

In my prime times I often dreamt I am playing some good guitar tune (mostly I would portray myself playing the hotel California cords by Eagles) communing with like minds and of course in the midst of all there is always this beautiful girl (which keeps changing from dream to dream.. ha ha) who would appreciate the performance and eventually fall for me. Those vibes drives me wild and all I could do is increase the volume of my music system which was just not enough to match my passion. Sometimes I wonder whether it’s the girl or is it the guitar! I guess it’s a mix of both. I used to listen to music for hours and imagine myself performing in stage but never did anything to peruse my passion. I always wanted to do a guitar course but. Ironically I couldn’t even think of a reason why I didn’t.

I want to take a last shot at what I want to do all my life. At least a part of me keeps calling out to do it. The question is should I or shouldn’t I follow my dream. Not that I want to be a rock star but a stag performance wouldn’t be bad. Over the years when I look back and ask myself what is that I have achieved something thrilling, all that comes to my mind is a void. I want to learn guitar because I find it soul filling. Now that the girl in my life is fixed so no more girl problem, just the guitar is there. My current guitar literacy is limited to few words like G-major, G-minor.

I picture myself now how would I look with the gizmo guitar performing in stage. I guess performing in stage is not that big of a deal I just want to peruse the long lost dream.